Almost paradise


Waking up everyday, seeing mom's face. That's it. That is what i ever wanted. The only reason I continue living. It's for her. My life is not not mine. It's hers.  Now excuse me, I need to shit on rainbows.  

Note to self


No more hope for me









Germany had easier than expected 4-0 win over Aregentina. They are totally reaching the World Cup semifinals and sending both mogul Lionel Messi and Diego Maradona Home. What the hell. What happened to all teams I supported?? Been sent home just like that. Okay, the truth is, they played badly and they deserve it, but don't send my favorite team home! What more my three-time champion Germans dominating every sector of the field , also went home!! What more hope do I have? sad! sad!

8 days to go

I just booked the ticket. Going back to IIUM on July 10th. Have to because that's the only day I can find the cheapest. So not ready for my next semester's chaotic schedule. Can somebody please tell me that IIUM  has extends its semester break to *when I feel like going back to study & fit in the busy bee life* 

Metaphor



I'm a riddle in nine syllables,
An elephant, 
a ponderous house,
A melon strolling on two tendrils.
O red fruit, ivory, fine timbers!
This loaf's big with its yeasty rising.
Money's new-minted in this fat purse.
I'm a means, a stage, a cow in calf.
I've eaten a bag of green apples,
Boarded the train there's no getting off.

-Sylvia Plath-




talented. but sick.